FEELING LIKE A NEW MOTHERFUCKING MAN!

Home is behind, the world ahead,
And there are many paths to tread,
Through shadow to the edge of night,
Until the stars are all alight.
Mist and shadow, Cloud and shade
all will fade
All will fade

hypocritical words will destroy you, no they’re not a fucking to you dont play with them cus the direction its sent also has also heard them from you.. don’t lie to yourself! you want the same as me but you scared to admit it, so dont be scared just let it be.
or you could say it, have everything you ever wanted but you know it may not be the same as when we made it, just approach it dont let it go and nothing will ever be the same, these words are like cooking hand grenades they’re made with silly shame, say my name, it makes me feel like your never going to leave, but these days, nobody’s true to they’re word (fucking shame), saying they’ll never let you go but they tossed it all away. 
dont think im loyal, cus im not, those words make feel like a spoil, im also making statements i wish were also meant to boil, no need to judge, i mean every word so just try it out and maybe we can clean the grudge

inconsiderate fucks, don’t talk to me or ill fuck you and wipe you up with a chux, you fucking maggot.. ill kill you, steal your soul and fuckin’ bag it, walk to the devil and say look i found a faggot, want to keep him? his souls still weeping i can smell the fucking treason from comments he’s been keeping, maybe ask him, ask him why he’s never had a happy day, why his brain’s fogged and glassed and hazed, he’s stoned out, but not the point of a scatterbrain i think he might go insane you can keep him for a price, just sell me some fried rice its all he’s worth.. dont worry about the cash, fame and rare earth, maybe find this this soul his love and ill come back with more souls at birth

another depressing step

why do you all come at once, when about 3 days ago i was left there here with nonce, now im in a predicament that i cant change and all it does is feel fucking strange, now im the dick. yeah good one jaggen you’ve obviously made yourself a bad spot for the holy ‘haven’. but i don’t worry.. just sell your heart to me and we don’t have to go and light another durry to relieve this stress, just sit and have a talk, but theres nothing left from you now you dont talk at all, i fucking miss you.. and you dont even know, that im even sitting here writing about you in this freezing snow of a town, its turns so cold when your not here, i think i might just go aaand shed a tear. i cant handle the pain the stress the drama so ima guess ima less more of a fucking faking farmer, growing drugs and living a dream not even having to pay for his whipped cream it comes to him, you greedy fuck how can you take the money of the ones who trust you with our luck. so cant you just read this and make it easy and not have to make me look sleezy, come back

where are you! and im so sorry, i cannot sleep i cannot dream tonight

i don’t have much but i take all i got and thats what i give